miyumicat

Hello All!    So, I'm going to be starting my 7th week of college (woo!) and so far it's been pretty good. As someone with slight anxiety and who flounders in social situations, it's been a lot of adjusting and overall me overcoming fears and taking risks. I think it's really helped, though, because looking back at high school, I cared a lot what people thought and that really prevented me from doing most things. But now that I've been thrown into a new environment and had to get through situations on my own, I think I've learned to not care as much. I usually find myself not dwelling on little mistakes I make and that's been refreshing. I'

So, I started school back at the beginning of september, and wow I still can't believe I'm a senior. I keep getting blindsided with it by little things like the title on homework including "12" in the class title and my class being called together for pep rallies. I just can't get my head around it. When I'm not crippled by an existential crisis, I'm dealing with classes. They're not that bad, thank the gods. The only really stressful class is AP english, understandably. Most of the course work involves reading classics and analyzing them or comparing them to other classics. On days that fate decides to hate me especially, we analyze poems.

i just have to hang in there for 23 more school days and then I'm free I figured I havent submitted anything in a while so it would be appropriate. Currently i have really demanding classes and my psychological stability is wearing thin. Between calculus which is the hardest math class I've had so far, and AP english which is enough stress to equate all of my classes last semester, my stress level is high and the amount of free time i have is low. actually today i have to type the whole rough draft of my huge research paper project. and study 4 sections of notecards for a large test I have tomorrow. And hey its mothers day. I basically just